nothing too complicated.

One of those days…

There are times when you want to do more but you can’t for some reason. And then you get so frustrated that you can’t concentrate.

So much for nothing too complicated.

Who knew?!

Funny thing about throwing old stuff out:

You come across some memories that were once so precious and unforgettable…who knew there comes a moment where they are just disposed without a doubt. Not because they have become bad memories, just because they have become far less important.

Just one of those things…

Not going to lie, the best time of the day for me would be shower time. Not only that it makes me feel so refreshed and ready to go after, it gives me time to do some insightful thinking and just some quiet alone time. The bathtub to me is like my own little chamber with all my secrets and inner thoughts. Sometimes I go in with a huge problem in my mind, struggling to solve it somehow. And I come out from the shower with a completely new idea and solution…epiphany in the shower? That must be it. The funny thing is I take long showers not because it takes me a long time to wash my hair and do shower-related things. It is because I use the time to think about my present, my past and sometimes, my future. Thinking about how things is going to turn out, why things turned out the way it did. Might seem kind of silly to even put thought into situations that I don’t have control over but it is just one of those odd things that I do. But I am pretty sure I’m not the only one.

It’s been awhile now…

It’s been awhile since I thought about it. But I can’t help but to read through our conversations again. Don’t get me wrong, I am glad it turned out the way it did. Honestly, it was absolutely the right thing to do. But I think I’m STILL not used to this. Not because of you, because I haven’t been by myself like this for a long time. You have actually taught me something… Who would’ve thought? It feels good to be who I want myself to be but I realized something lately. I realized that what happened left me with some kind of after-effect. Well, it’s going to take more time to get used to being by myself but I have time.. So what’s the rush?